One sided

A girl full of dreams , love in her heart ,a believer that  a man of her dreams will come on white horse and fill her life with happiness and than the reality hit so hard that she was shattered.
First day in college
Every thing was going more than expected loved the new life New surroundings . Few days passed and she met someone.. someone she didn't knew is going to be such a crucial part of her life. At this phase she already had someone else very close to her heart on which she was attracted so much that she wanted to marry in just few meetings... childish stuff... Days passed the new someone was coming closer they became good friends . The new someone also had a gf.... this time both had others in their life.. and journey began to best friends .. as days were passing they shared everything , they didn't need words now they can read each other's faces.. they started spending more time. Somewhere girl started realizing something else in her heart.. and the old someone was leaving behind somewhere..She didn't wanted to be with old one... the old someone has already realized the spark between them was gone somewhere ..may be it was wrong..maybe it was supposed to happen like that.They started ignoring and  talking less.. the old someone got involved with another girl.. and got married... for few days girl was shocked shattered because she felt something sometime but she also realized it was not attachment but attraction  that went away with time .. by that time girl realized her love for the new someone ...
Realization began
New one brought his gf to make her meet his best friend.. that was the turning point in her life she felt jealous .. She realized that was her place she sits along with him how can someone else be like this with him..but somehow she controlled her emotions... but now burn started in her somewhere .. She was helpless don't know wat to do... She Can't even tell this to her best friend because she felt like it will ruin her relation.. things went on her love for him increased day by day.. She wanted to spend more and more time with him... being his best friend.. because she knew the boy loved her gf alot.. She was happy in his happiness.. and supported him every time he needed..
She actually realised what true love is...
Every single person around her and him thought they are together but it was not like that.. all she wanted was to stand by him in all situations good or bad..
College ended girl never said her emotions to boy.. and promised herself she never will.. they met few times after college and got to know boy planning to get married to her gf.. She didn't and Can't see him with someone else nor she wanted to ruin his happiness.. so she distanced herself from boy.. No besties were left by that time...She got busy in her own life and job.
After two years they met now girl knew that the  boy and his gf are sepearated.  She wanted to stand with him again.. giving all the emotional strength he needed but never wanted to take benefit of situation.. because she can never see him sad or unhappy.. Days passed the  news came boy is getting married to somebody.. the girl shattered again.. but again managed her feelings because now she was sure the boy felt nothing ever and tried to stay happy in his happiness again...
They met few times girl never showed her emotions.. 
1 week was  to the  marriage left..
Girl felt like something is dieing inside her..She cried and cried because she has nothing left than see him going forever..now emotions are at peak.. roller coaster ride of her hidden love was going faster and faster..but she Can't do anything..  and Can't show her best friend cum love ... she went to attend the functions whole heartedly but inside it was killing her.. war between love and friendship was never ending.. at Last friendship won love was losted somewhere..in between she wanted to tell the boy about her love but Every time she tried she was too scared that what would he think what if he is gone forever. .. The wedding day, girl watching him as groom was happy as friend wishing all the happiness of the world in his feets but the girl as lover was broken into pieces.. cried standing there watching him marrying someone else.. She left inbetween..
She never could tell him and nor got the courage.. even the best friend went away busy in his life..
What she was left was empty hand.. alone  ...